Aug. 29th, 2010 12:23 am
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No one is reading here... so is like screaing in a lonely forest in the middle of fucking nowhere!!
However, sometimes that's exactly what one needs right? What do I need indeed? I feel like everything is always working against me, I can't seem to get a break, nothing works in my favor.
I'm stuck in a fucking job that pays so little and yet I can't seem to find anything better, I can't get my stupid bachelor's degree and I can't have a happy stable relationship!!! i'm doom to have my life always a failure!!!!
I try! I fucking try!! But I just can't find the right anwer anymore!!
i'm mad at God for not being here and at life because it simply sucks, and at my father and my mother for getting a divorce, and ta my sister for having such a perfect relationship and being engaged and fucking mad at my ex for being such a complete asshole, and mad at Ashley for making me sooooooooooooooooo fucking confussed about what I want from her and kissing me and making me doubt myself and fucking mad at myself because I seem to be absolutely stupid in terms of getting what I want!!!!!!!
aggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! I fucking hate the world!!!



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